To the public, Taraji P. Henson is a force of nature—the confident, sharp-witted matriarch Cookie Lyon from the hit show Empire and a powerful Hollywood figure. Yet, behind the scenes, the actress has been fiercely battling a profound psychological struggle. According to a close friend of 20 years, this struggle intensifies drastically during the perceived joy of the holiday season. The friend’s “shocking revelation” exposes a painful truth: while the holiday lights are dazzling, Taraji faces a recurring “darkness” as her depression and anxiety peak, highlighting a vulnerability that contradicts her strong public persona.
The December Struggle: A Different Taraji The source recounted a difficult reality for the star every year: “People see ‘Cookie Lyon,’ but every December, I see a different Taraji.” The friend explained that the immense pressure and expectations of the holiday season are often when her depression and anxiety attack most intensely. This struggle is so severe that there are days when she doesn’t want to get out of bed, even when the festivities are in full swing outside.
Henson herself has been vocal about the “dark thoughts” in her head, detailing her battles with anxiety and suicidal ideation that are exacerbated by the demands of fame. She has publicly stated, “My anxiety is kicking up even more every day,” underscoring that the fight for mental wellness is a constant one, often hidden behind the “Strong Black Woman” mask she is forced to wear.
The Foundation of Self-Preservation Taraji’s solution to her personal struggle was a powerful act of public service and self-preservation. Recognizing the severe lack of resources and the pervasive stigma against seeking help, she took action:
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The Foundation: In 2018, Henson founded The Boris Lawrence Henson Foundation (BLHF), named in honor of her father, a military veteran who suffered from untreated PTSD after returning from the Vietnam War.
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The Mission: BLHF is committed to eradicating the stigma around mental health in the Black community and providing “mental wealth” through culturally competent therapy.
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The Holiday Focus: The friend revealed that the foundation’s timing and awareness campaigns, particularly during the holidays, are deeply personal: “Her decision to establish a mental health support fund during the holiday season wasn’t PR; it was her way of saving herself and millions of others.”
Vulnerability as Strength Henson has consistently used her platform to break the silence and challenge the generational belief that problems should be “prayed away.” She has testified before the Congressional Black Caucus and launched shows like Peace of Mind with Taraji to show people what therapy actually looks like.
As of December 2025, her foundation continues its massive “Give the Gift of Joy” holiday campaign, raising funds to provide free mental health services to those who find the season more draining than dazzling. Taraji’s openness about her December “darkness” has transformed her personal pain into a revolutionary tool, proving that her greatest strength lies in her courageous fight for mental freedom.